Emotional Rollercoaster

So far this year has been full of ups and downs...and yes it's only January. 

Downs first...

January started out with Hayes and another ear infection.  UGH!  I am starting to think he may need tubes.  Poor baby.
We lost my Aunt Jan this month to Leukemia.  This disease is affecting so many people dear to me that I can not stand it.  I did the Big D Climb again this year in her honor.  I hope we find a cure soon.  Cancer in general is hitting way to close to home lately. 
We also found out this month that Mur has lung cancer.  It's not good and the treatment will be hard...dealing with the inevitable will be harder.  I am so thankful to have such a wonderful mother-in-law.  She loves her grandchildren so much.  I want Bailey and Hayes to understand that.  I want to be there for Jason when this all sinks in.  I want her to know how much she is loved and appreciated.  I want those around me to count their blessings and know that each day is a gift.
I am acutely aware of that as I type this.  My sweet friend and co-worker Lucy passed away this morning.  She lost her battle with a blood cancer.  She will be so missed. 

Ups!

Jason got a job!!  He was hired on at Andres Construction as an assistant superintendent.  He LOVES it so far and is looking forward to learning hands on.  I am so happy that his hard work in school is paying off.  I do miss having him in the district though.  It was nice when he could pop in and say hello.
This month, my grandma turned 84 and my grandad celebrated his 91st birthday!  These are wonderful things!  I am so blessed to have had them around for another year.  I think they are taking a trip to South Texas soon.  I wish I could go with them.  They are such gems!
Bailey started playing basketball and she is doing well!  I can not wait to see her in action.  She is really enjoying it and that makes me so happy.  Hayes is also enjoying shooting hoops in the living room with Daddy.  "YEEEAAAHHH or BAM are his two favorite things to say after he makes a basket! 
I am leaving on Thursday for a quick girls trip to Galveston.  Hayes will be spending four days with Nana and Pops!  He is going to be in heaven...and so are they!  Jason is going to go see Bailey play on the hardwood this weekend.  I am excited to hear all about that!  She will love having him there.  I just wish we could all go.

I am not sure what the rest of the year will bring.  More happy memories than sad ones I hope.  One thing I am sure of is that I am ever thankful for the people in my life and for all that I have.  I promise to make the most of this crazy life I have been given.  "Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride."